Part 2: Sweet dream

Part 2: Sweet dream

It was an A4J concert! And the hall was grand, abit narrow in size which could only hold about 20+ people in a row of seats, with nothing less of its majestic decoration than some grand ballroom from some many stars hotels. The only thing is that the room was dark, with the only source of light is from the stage. One couldn’t see how many attended that concert as the crowd would sink into darkness as they sat further and further away from the stage, but there’s already some 300 frenzy crowd from where I could see, jumping and hollering to the music that was played. And I was there, busy manning the machines supporting everything from sound to electricity. The feeling was weird tho, with chill wind blowing from below, plus very high-intensity spotlights right on top of you as you endeavor across the stage. I don’t recall the song that was played, but it’s a medium slow song, led by Kenneth. I felt ‘empty’.

Something’s telling me that we’re not prepared to handle the crowd god’s giving us. We’ve always ask for more souls to come, yet we’ve not equipped ourselves to cater to that number. At that time I can only see ourselves as some people who don’t belong to there. A piece of puzzle is missing.